I need to write but nothing has changed. There's only conflicting feelings.
I burn so quickly what I think about people I meet. And now it's so easy to understand.
But first I have to do everything around.
I've got sweet moments but shit too. That's life.
And then there's always that damned guy: he's uncatchable.
He's the only one makes me feel good and sad in the same time. I try to ignore him but I've lost this war many months ago. I think about him every single moment I'm awake. Sometimes even when I sleep.
And if I'm drunk I have the heart to say I'm in love with him.
So I don't drink anymore.